Well, today was interesting… I sat around here most of the day and it didn’t dawn on me that I had wasted most of it until I realized it was 7:00pm and I hadn’t stepped a foot outside of my house. The weird thing is that I had to force myself to get out and go to dinner. That was the first time I had done that, go out by myself, in a long time and honestly I didn’t want to do it. It would’ve been oh so much easier just to sit around and stew in the solitude. I’m glad I didn’t give in to that. For one thing, I didn’t have anything frozen in the freezer so the likelihood I would’ve probably passed out was pretty high. And the other thing is that I know myself well enough to know that any sort of human interaction is in order when I get in that frame of mind. I guess it was kind of pathetic but I’ll tell ya, it was nice to get to visit with the waitress. Strawberry blonde, southern accent, talked like a guy a little. Was enough to catch my interest, let’s just put it that way and leave it there. Anyways, the truth of it all is that I need to get out there and get back in the swing of it or else I’m just going to end up going nuts. Or at least more nuts than I already am, not that that’s a bad thing. I just want to get connected…we’ll see how it goes I guess. Its strange but I feel like I'm ready for a change. Nothing major, I don't want to have to relocate or anything dramatic like that though I will if it comes to that, just something to snap me out of this feeling of 'being in a rut' that I've been feeling the past three or four months. I suspect it has something to do with spending too much time inside my head, though I could be wrong about that.